this guy i really like came up to my house one day along with his troop. was surprised coz i didn't expect them at all. then we hung out and watched tv. as i was doing something at the living room, this guy came up to me and said: hey..just want you to know na hanggang friends lang tayo at wala nang iba. (hey, just want you to know that you are but a friend to me only.)

....AAAAaaaaaaAAAAAgggggGGGGGhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

NIGHTMARE I TELL YOU! NIGHTMARE! NOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~ ;___;

my legs hurt like hell~ because of not attending the flag ceremony weeks ago (which was considered "cutting class"), we were forced to attend the Open Encampment for ACP. it was a whole weekend of pain and angst. damn, i didn't enjoy this encampment compared to the last time. this was real punishment. that's why i wasn't able to go to school today coz my body was gulay. -____-...glad the worst is over. gagraduate ako ng ACP!

anyhoo, here are the tasks i have to accomplish before grad:

1. finish the f***ing Math proposal. Rotary Motion of a Pythagorean Theorem. grr...KILL MS. SANCHEZ!!!

2. finish the Physics Presentation concerning Sound Energy of Force and Frequency.

3. record the somewhat-finished grad song. my groupmates will kill me for being overdue. gulp.

4. perfect our group animation entitled--> Soup Wars: Attack of the Gumbas. the drawings really paid off. we won't have to kill Ben anymore. XP

5. chase the teachers and authorities to sign our clearance.

6. bayaran ang pangungurakot ng lecheng eskwelahan na toh!!

7. uhm....still thinking...~__~;;;

this school is taking too much of my time. i rarely sleep peacefully and rarely eat lunch and recess. accck. 2 more weeks nalang...graduation na.....yessssssss.......

hmm...i've been thinking of things i must do for the upcoming summer:

@ take a summer job once and for all @ join gigs to share my talent @ join the battle of the bands..read adi's blog regarding our band plan ^_^ @ manage my college application for dlsu (since i didn't get in to UP)@ take the talent test for fine arts at UP though i failed UPCAT @ HAVE FUN!!!

weeeeee~ i feel so light lately. XD last week's college fair brought me a lot of new blessings which i am very thankful for. first there was a successful band show last thursday. you guys RAWK! (^_^)m/

Kyle - the best guitarista we could ever have! leader pa!

Jin - talentadong rakista at guitarista! idol ng masa! can you sign my poster? XD

Bachie - hayup na kantatera at rakista! now THAT's a rocker chick.

Alish - galing pumalo ng drums! wish my hands were coordinated enough ~__~

Kaye - hyper punker! amateur yet all-out bassist!

Daniel - kahit napakatahimik mong gumitara you still rawked dude.^_~ pareho ba kayo ng ugali ni Lech?! hohohoho.

Bokney - hmm...3 words..."you rawk tsong!" funny how we met 2 YEARS AGO..XD amazing guitarist slash drummer.^^

okay, those are my shoutouts to my band.^^ wish we could do more gigs than that.

L-R:Alicia, Bokney, Bachi, Kyle, Jin, me, Kaye

anyway, moving on, life has given me a wonderful blessing as i said before. this has given me the chance to be more inspired to do my stuff. oh heck, am i that deep? these people are my blessings. i won't be missing out on someone since God has given me His grace. *sings My saving grace~ my only truth~ deeper and deeper i'm falling in love~* i'm not talking religious stuff here. just expressing my gratitude for meeting someone whom i've been comfortable so fast in a short span of time. weird but true. sometimes it takes a lot of time for a guy and a girl to fully "connect". but in my case, it only took a week. sometimes a girl would like a guy if it depends on his background and history. in my case, it's as if i've been through hell with his story...a lot of "dark sides" there. but, i don't know, it really didn't bother me at all. i simply liked him for his approach towards people...and me. :3

weeeeee~ i feel so light lately. XD last week's college fair brought me a lot of new blessings which i am very thankful for. first there was a successful band show last thursday. you guys RAWK! (^_^)m/

Kyle - the best guitarista we could ever have! leader pa!

Jin - talentadong rakista at guitarista! idol ng masa! can you sign my poster? XD

Bachie - hayup na kantatera at rakista! now THAT's a rocker chick.

Alish - galing pumalo ng drums! wish my hands were coordinated enough ~__~

Kaye - hyper punker! amateur yet all-out bassist!

Daniel - kahit napakatahimik mong gumitara you still rawked dude.^_~ pareho ba kayo ng ugali ni Lech?! hohohoho.

Bokney - hmm...3 words..."you rawk tsong!" funny how we met 2 YEARS AGO..XD amazing guitarist slash drummer.^^

okay, those are my shoutouts to my band.^^ wish we could do more gigs than that.

anyway, moving on, life has given me a wonderful blessing as i said before. this has given me the chance to be more inspired to do my stuff. oh heck, am i that deep? these people are my blessings. i won't be missing out on someone since God has given me His grace. *sings My saving grace~ my only truth~ deeper and deeper i'm falling in love~* i'm not talking religious stuff here. just expressing my gratitude for meeting someone whom i've been comfortable so fast in a short span of time. weird but true. sometimes it takes a lot of time for a guy and a girl to fully "connect". but in my case, it only took a week. sometimes a girl would like a guy if it depends on his background and history. in my case, it's as if i've been through hell with his story...a lot of "dark sides" there. but, i don't know, it really didn't bother me at all. i simply liked him for his approach towards people...and me. :3

have to get here at the cafe again to research for the summary of The Iliad since i still don't have the book. but before that me and my sis rode a tricycle to get here. when we got out, we paid 20 bucks. but then the tricycle driver snorted at us because he had no enough change for that since it only cost us 8 bucks. dang, he didn't have change for a 20! luckily my sis got 4 pesos and gave it to him. he didn't hesitate to leave right away as he took it. tsk.

been indulging myself with the story of Iliad since the plot fascinates me. i've been reading LOTR recently and i must say i'm into epic wars and adventures. so this made me like the story which relates to the Trojan War. still haven't got enough money to buy the book which is probably around 200 to 400 bucks. gah, i'm poor these days. >.< don't wanna ask my parents for it coz i've been asking them too much ~__~;;;

2 more weeks till the band show and we still have no practice. -___-

agnes suddenly asked me if i could play You Raise Me Up by Josh Groban on the piano for Teachers' Day by friday...which is 3 days from NOW. *gulp* hmm...how am i supposed to make kapa the song in a span of 3 days??? acck.

me, kris, and jin will render a number for the class and of course, the teacher on Teachers' Day. me and jin on guitars and kris on vocals. hmm...what song to play...Ode To My Family by Cranberries and Halaga by Parokya Ni Edgar most probably. the latter song would probably cheer up our most-tormented poor teacher and adviser, Mr. Abodiles. ~__~;;;

oh, and that f***in grad song. goodness we still haven't got any right melody for the lyrics...which was misplaced somewhere i don't know. now, we technically don't have ANY song. weeee. submission is on friday, too. everything's for friday. goodness gracious.

gotta finish this research or i'll be damned. should start practicing right after this.

oh btw, something i painted at jin's house.=) *bows to Jin-sempai*